ATTENTION ATTENTION!!! mr ho kwan aik who resides in temasek hall...A105 ... has recently informed me that he wishes to be known by a cuter, more feminine and dainty name... MR HO KWAN KWAN. so to all those who know him.. please abide by his wishes and call him KWAN KWAN in the future.. thanks (:

woahh! tis is like almost e colour of e slippers pinger n i just bought at j8..!! (: been hanging out qt a bit with pinger lately n i realise how much i miss her.. we haf suchhh astonishingly similar taste tt it is with lil wonder how we became gd frens in sec sch inta first place. i miss all her sillyness and e lil retarded moments we share (okay maybe we haf too many of these moments) haha. no matter wat im glad she is in th with me.. (: im really glad that i have decided to abide by my moms wishes to stay in a hall in nus.. it is a really fun experience and even tho it may not seem it.. i have become more independent and in certain senses more knowledgable (such as i now know how to operate a washing machine haha) the best part is... i dun have to wake up soooo damn early inta morn just to get to class on time! (: my lt's are just a 5min walk away -BIG GRINS- hmm.. hfnt reali gotten caught up inta vicious circle of sch work yet.. unlike my fellow blockmate christopher. wahha.. can feel the pull of it tho.. better hurry enjoy myself while i still can! the th bash at dxo was in my opinion a complete flop. shda joined my union og INGO at jam n hop had i known e music wld be sooooo bad! ugh. instead i spent half e night outside the club watching my frens eat n chatting to em (yes to even my surprise i was not feeding myself at tt time due to the absence of cash on hand n my laziness to queue up for e food) congrats to piyo ping yiwen n johnathan on moving on to the next round of da pageant tho! prouda u guys! (: ive learnt many things over the past few wks.. that most of the guys i know are actually qt gentlemanly (excluding their pervertic side) , that most of the pple u tink u can clique with initially turn out to be people u dread to have by ur side or tend to ignore aft awhile, that for e first time in my life i can foresee myself having good friends that are actually guys, also ive actually learned to take things really really slowly and find that i reap better results eventually!! as for the romance department ... i realise the less u try to communicate with the person u like... the more that person will respond!! how queer is that.. i really really hate liking or having even that lil slight affection for anyone.. it puts you in sucha traumatic situation. i have been played before.. so i shd know. thats why im going to be a semi-closed book.. where noone will know how i truly feel (unless ur my really really really good fren eg : kc) .. where i can hide my deepest darkest secrets deep deep deep inside where its safe! if i cld ask god for one wish.. i wld ask him to tk away whatever feelings i have for him so that i wont be put in such a terribly vunerable position ever again.